Anonymous
My relationship is perfect, except that I'm not happy with him... He is sweet, adorable, loves me loads and would do anything, but I have to go and ruin it by not being happy ... I feel so bad about myself... I don't want to hurt him..
honesty is the best policy, guys are strange really. I feel like if you tell him, maybe things will change, do something that is going to make you happy if you are happier not dating him then tell him things are difficult right now i love you dearly but i’m not happy.
-rachel xx
Anonymous
(not a secret) when i was little i got really really sick and black dots came out on my lips (idk) but i have them now and will forever. in fourth grade parts of my intestines died/exploded and they had to be removed by surgery. so the doctors did that but they did a crappy job and i got an infection in my tummy and had to get another surgery. then in seventh grade i got lyme disease and was on crutches because of it for a month.
i’m so sorry what happened, as long as you’re better now that’s all that really matters~
-rachel xx
Anonymous
I feel like an outcast and unwanted. sometimes I rub people the wrong way b/c they just don't understand my personality. I'm very sarcastic. I've never had a boyfriend. I've had a crush on someone for a year. Some of my fears...heights, ants, being alone, public speaking, rejection. i hate when other people point out my flaws. i have really bad skin and that is my biggest insecurity. I don't like to cry in front of people because it makes me look weak.
Anonymous
i've been lying to my friends and people i know saying that i can do things that i cant. i always try to one-up people but in reality i'm just a loser. i'm honestly so scared that someone will find out and everyone will hate me. I'm just worthless. my close friends know who i truly am but i feel like they only hang out with me because they feel sorry for me.
don’t say that your close friends hang out with you because they’re sorry. if they are real friends, they will be with you through the worst times and the greatest times of your life.
Even a little lie can’t be bad, i’ve lied to people saying i’m better or whatever than what i really am and it got me far and i realized “If i can’t be myself around someone, then they aren’t my real friends”
-rachel xx
Anonymous
Biggest Secret(s) : Nobody in my family except my grandmother likes me. my mom thinks im worthless and i hate myself. im very insecure, and im judged all the time. Im depressed, have anxiety, i cut myslef (i relapsed two weeks ago) and i am bulimic because im fat and disgusting and i want so badly to kill myself. I attempted to at the beginging of the year and i wish it had worked, i still think about it daily. the only thing that makes me smile anymore is the boys
you are not worthless, you’re not fat or disgusting everyone has a different way of feeling happy.
IF the boys make you so happy, think about them all the time to stay happy.
All you ever need in life is to be happy and live a little sometimes, even if life is diffiuclt and you may say nobody likes you then ignore your haters (not necessarily your mother, she might have higher standards for you that’s why she brings you down, she wants to make you strong for the real world that’s ahead for you) and be fucking happy, if you have to be happy then do something crazy!
-rachel xx
Anonymous
The only thing that keeps me going is One Direction. i do everything i can to meet them. The only reason im still hear is because of them ...i know that there is a slim chance of meeting them, or them remembering who i am but a girl can hope.
that’s exactly true a girl can hope one day of meeting the most influential people and maybe one day you’ll be able to meet them and tell them how much they’ve helped you.
-rachel xx
Anonymous
I feel alone all the time. im scared of trusting people. nobody truly knows me. no one has really ever taken the time to let me trust them and open up, and i dont blame them. the people i have trusted, have hurt me the deepest. i head to bed at an early hour but i just lay awake for hours. all i want is someone who makes me feel, perfect. people think im a happy person.
do you believe you’re happy? I can relate to this, people (especially in high school) don’t take the time to get to know the real you unless you sometimes have to be assertive and i know not everyone is assertive and what not but that doesn’t mean people don’t have to know the real you.
Maybe you aren’t talking to the right people, right widening your group of friends.
my ex-best friend always told me “Even if things aren’t so great right now, their’s a light at the end of the tunnel. Even if you can’t see the light right now, maybe it’s a long dark tunnel and things will get better with time.”
i hope that helped xx
-rachel xx
Anonymous
I used to be a really fun, bubbly person. And now for some reason, I just always get really depressed all the time. I usually can hid it, but one day I was just super depressed on our vacation and my mom took notice. She keeps asking me if I want to get help, but I don't want to. I want to be happy, but I can't keep acting like I am all the time. My friends haven't noticed, just my mom. I'm just, sometimes suicidal, but I never cut. I don't know what to do.
if you feel like you’re honestly 100% happy, then don’t goo get help but if you feel that constant pressure of being depressed go seek help and maybe you’ll be that same amazing, fun and bubbly person that everyone knows you for. Sometime’s seeking advice from someone like your mom believes would be help, will actually make you feel so much happier and maybe even be bubblier than before~
-rachel xx
Anonymous
my mom makes me hate myself. she always puts me down, calls me names, and tells me i'm not good enough for anyone. so much that i believe it. sometimes when we fight really bad, she tells me she wishes she would have had an abortion. and i can't help but forgive her when we get along.
situations like that are extremely difficult, but i don’t believe your mother hates you. Your mother is supposed to be there for you through thick and thin and even if you may no favor her, she’ll always be there as your mother when you need her the most.
I believe your mother could be taking out her anger on you because you mean the most to her, that’s how i see it. i’m not sure if that helps xx
-rachel
